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ELIJAH AND
THE STILL, SMALL VOICE
1. FLED FOR HIS LIFE (1 Kings 19:1-4)
St Teresa of Avila lived in 16th C Spain. She spent many years travelling
on God’s business, founding and reforming convents. Journeys were
both unsafe and uncomfortable in those days, but she was never daunted.
But one day, when she was near the end of her tether with weariness, her
carriage broke and she fell out of it into the mud. She is reported to
have shouted at God, “No wonder you have so few friends, when you
treat them so badly!”
Elijah lived
thousands of years before Teresa in a completely different civilisation,
but he felt the same way in today’s Bible reading. He was completely
fed up with God and his life and so he walked away from the situation
he was involved with. He had been struggling for a long time and through
many difficult experiences to try and get his people to turn back to God.
Just think
about the things that Elijah had been through. He had managed to survive
a three year long drought; he had raised the dead son of a woman who looked
after him; he had confronted the king who had let his foreign wife turn
his people away from the true God; he had prayed and God sent fire and
rain. But all of this did not seem to take any effect on the king and
his powerful wife – Elijah may have won a great contest but the
leader of his people had not turned back to God.
When Jezebel,
the queen threatened Elijah with his own life, he flees. The Bible says
he was afraid, which you can understand. But I think he was also exhausted
from struggling for so long and not a little fed up with God. Elijah has
had enough of the struggle. No amount of effort seems to have lasting
effect and I’m sure he would have agreed with St Teresa: “God
does not know how to treat his friends!” I’m sure we feel
like that sometimes, and we give up trying any more and collapse in an
exhausted and emotional heap!
2. A LONG
JOURNEY (1 Kings 19:5-9a)
Many of you will know of my Pilgrimage to Santiago in June 2006. I was
well prepared for my long journey on foot, but in some ways it was similar
to Elijah’s. I was ready for a break after 21 years on ordained
ministry and was seeking spiritual and mental refreshment during my sabbatical.
I wonder
if you can think of a long journey you have made, perhaps to somewhere
special, or for a special purpose other than simply being a tourist?
Elijah needed
something to keep him going on his long journey. He was exhausted and
until this stage all he really knew was that he wanted to get away from
the threatening situation he had fled. He left his servant in a town called
Beer-sheba, right in the south of Judah, and then went on into the wilderness
on his own.
He was so tired and depressed that he wanted to end it all. He just wanted
to lie down, go to sleep and never wake up again. That sounds really sad,
but sometimes a person can feel like that, especially if they’ve
struggled a long time with a difficult illness or disability, or with
a situation in their life which doesn’t go away.
But God wasn’t
going to give up on his faithful prophet. He sent an angel who provided
some food for him. Maybe it was another person, maybe it was a supernatural
being. In some ways it doesn’t matter. But twice Elijah had some
food and drink and regained enough strength to carry on. Now his running
away turned into a journey with a purpose. He went for 40 days and nights
with the strength and encouragement of the angel’s food.
Elijah headed
for Horeb which was a long way, but it was where Moses had received the
Ten Commandments. Elijah prepares to have a proper heart to heart with
God to sort things out. God did not try and sort Elijah out straight away,
but gave him time to recover and be ready to receive fresh direction for
his life and work. God was patient with Elijah and spoke when he was ready.
3. VOICE IN THE STILLNESS (I Kings 19:9b-16)
Can you remember what happened when Moses got the Ten Commandments from
God? It was very dramatic. No-one apart from Moses, not even animals,
was allowed to set foot on the mountain. There was dramatic weather, in
fact, it could have been like a volcano erupting. The people down below
were frightened and it was all very impressive.
From his
cave where he sheltered Elijah began to think about his life. He felt
God asking him what he was doing there and he replied that he had worked
hard for God and not much had come of it. “I am the only one left,
and they want to take my life as well!” he complained. Elijah then
experienced similar dramatic things happening on the mountain outside
but it wasn’t to be like Moses and his experience, he wasn’t
going to get some commandments like that. After everything had calmed
down, then Elijah heard God speaking and giving him new tasks to fulfil
for him – a new king to anoint and a new prophet to take up the
work after Elijah. All of this came in the silence after the storm.
We might
not know exactly how Elijah heard God speaking, but it was enough to make
Elijah go back and do the jobs God had for him. The hymn that we learnt
today describes the different ways in which God can speak to us. Sometimes
he does show himself in dramatic, unusual or miraculous ways – showing
signs. But God does not always speak like that. Sometimes God speaks in
quiet ways when you have to concentrate on what your inner thoughts and
feelings are, and sometimes it is only when we stop and keep silence that
God can really get through to us.
Often God
can show us his ways through our reading and pondering the Bible –
we can ask for the Spirit to help us understand for our own lives. God
always speaks to us in and through Jesus, as we think about his life and
work and we seek to understand and follow him. May God guide and lead
us whether we are weary or full of energy!
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